Balance, as in a sense of.
As in keeping one’s. Not
wanting to fall over, to fall
flat on the face, in front of
other people. Or even alone
when the pain is sharper
& you do not need to keep
it back. In check, as in
checks & balances. Not
wanting to go too far too
fast, not wanting to go
until the last stone is set
in stone. Not wanting to,
& all the time losing track
of what it is you’re trying
to do, to keep a few light
words alive & spinning freely
inside the air. In balance.